meaning less

Life must be meaningful. When you don't matter to anyone what good is being alive then. Your life is what you make of it and being young and stupid does not help making your life good. It helps if you have that all important ``guide" that helps you take the right decisions; but more useful is the ability to learn from mistakes after having made them. I don't learn from my mistakes. I always understand that I have committed a major mistake in life, I certainly suffer the consequences of having made that mistake and I psyche myself up to not commit that mistake again. But ...